My mother once confided that when I was born, her initial reaction was to wish to end my life, simply because my gender was ambiguous. My grandmother berated me as a freak and a harbinger of misfortune, claiming I would bring shame upon the family. However, my maternal grandmother, who had traveled a great distance from the countryside to visit my mother, took me in at that moment. Thus, I unexpectedly gained a childhood filled with innocence, free from disdain.
Following my mystical grandmother, I began to discover the uniqueness of my existence. She told me that my life was destined to traverse the realms of yin and yang, just like my very being—half yin, half yang. “The male rabbit's footsteps are elusive, the female rabbit's eyes are enchanting; as the two rabbits wander side by side, how can one discern the male from the female?” I am a being of both yin and yang, here to guide you in understanding the dualities of existence...
