For now, I'm focusing on what I can control. I've been meditating every morning, trying to get a better feel for the mana inside me. It's like trying to catch smoke with your bare hands—frustrating, but oddly satisfying when you manage to grab hold of it. I've also been practicing my mana flow, trying to automate it for physical strengthening. It's slow going, but I'm determined to crack it before my awakening.
