I identify as a Catalyst, often referred to as The Spark. However, being a Spark brought its own set of challenges. My allure seemed to attract monstrous creatures, and with so many in my past, I found it difficult to find interest in ordinary human men. It's almost as if I was naturally drawn to their primal nature, like a moth to a flame, making it hard to resist their intensity. Despite my experiences, I thought I should have become adept at distinguishing between different creatures. But the sheer number of them overwhelmed me, leaving me unsure how to navigate the complexities. Every male, whether monster or not, felt an attraction to me, creating a dilemma. I struggled between avoiding unwanted attention and discerning whether their desires stemmed from desire for possession or posed a genuine threat to my life. It's evident that I haven't been successful in managing these situations, as I'm struggling on both fronts.
