There's a recurring motif in this passage that I can't stop thinking about: NAMES. Or rather, the violent stripping away of them.
It starts with "Ah-Chu." That nickname is everything. It's the name she used when she was a girl, when she belonged to this family, when she had the audacity to imagine a future with Meng Chu. When Zhu Yan says it out loud in the ER, it's not just a nickname—it's an artifact from a life Tao Wanxing thought she'd buried. And Meng Chu's response—calling her insignificant—essentially says: that girl who called you Ah-Chu means nothing. She never meant anything.
Then there's the title Gao Ming uses: "Madam." Think about that. He's not calling her Tao Wanxing. He's not calling her Miss Tao. He's calling her "Madam"—a title that defines her entirely by her marital status to a man who doesn't see her as a person. She is the Governor's wife. That's her entire identity now. Erased.
The hospital itself is symbolic. It's where she's supposed to be healing, but instead it becomes a site of surveillance and control. Meng Chu "oversees" her IV treatments. She's not a patient—she's a project. The pregnancy test scene is the ultimate expression of this: her body becomes territory to be surveyed, checked, verified. Not for her sake. For HIS sake. For Zhu Yan's sake.
And the fever—the physical illness mirrors the emotional one. She's burning up from the inside. The nausea, the dizziness, the collapse—her body is literally rejecting the situation she's trapped in. But she keeps showing up to work anyway. "Cloud Province Hospital won't collapse just because one little nurse is absent," Meng Chu says dismissively, but the irony is that SHE feels like she could collapse at any moment and no one would notice.
The self-deprecating laughter when she remembers being smacked by her own sister for bad manners? That's the theme in a nutshell—she was never accepted, even when she tried hardest to belong. The Meng family polished her exterior but never loved her. And now Meng Chu has officially declared her insignificant. The erasure is complete.