"At times, I find solace in solitude within my room, not out of loneliness, but simply because I choose to. It's a moment I cherish, yet I struggle with the dark thoughts that往往 follow. Just when I'm on the verge of taking action, my invisible guardian, like a superhero, appears without even realizing it. But now, that support seems distant, leaving me without my guiding light. Perhaps it's time to seek a new source of strength. What do you think about that?" "Why not consider yourself as your own hero, then?" Being my own hero wasn't what I desired; I yearned for my best friend to step in. Unfortunately, it seems he can only be that - a dear friend. Proceed with caution, as this topic might be sensitive for some readers."