My mind was slowly getting dulled by the rhythmic pound of his heart, his breathing. The sounds and his warmth wrapped around me and stayed with me even in my dreams. . .for the first time, I felt something I've never felt before. It was new, it was exciting, it was scary, but what was it? Whatever it is, I don't think I want to find out, I have a feeling it'll just drag me down or hurt me even more.