"It's breaking me down, even unintentionally, you are. At what point does it cease to be enough? All I ever aimed for was to chase my dream as a producer, but fate had different plans. It seemed to have orchestrated an encounter with the mesmerizing figure who has stolen hearts worldwide, the embodiment of性感 male idolism. Love found its way into my life, and so did the heart-wrenching longing for something I can never truly have.
